5/16/1996

This is um.. my first time writim writing down my thoughts. I never really considered this before, only seen some people do this a couple of times though back when I was in highschool. I swear, those days were so simple, I really miss it.

Right now I'm going through a rough time, I can barely afford a motel room. Atleast I'm allowed to sleep in the station though, so that's great... Also, I got promoted to sergeant! The paybump's gonna help, and I can boss other deputies around now, but I'm not gonna do that, of course.

With the new mayor — Kodiak's his name, I think? Hopefully we get the "better wages" that he promised. That's all for now, I guess.

5/29/1996

Well.. I think I've truly hit rock bottom now. Some guy claimed my sleeping spot under my OWM own desk and I'm uh, a bit sad about that. To add on, I couldn't find another spot so I'm now sleeping outside the station. Great! Not really, but it's.. well, you gotta do what you gotta do, right?

The paycheck I got last week was not sae spent wisely, wasted it all on cigarettes and clothes. Anyways, a few days left 'till I get my next paycheck, can't wait!